My kinky experiences - teens through to manhood!

Whilst growing up I started to have experiences with girls, however these were mostly very 'normal', you could not describe them as kinky in any way. My kinky tendencies had become hidden within my own guilt ridden world - I had become convinced I was some kind of freak. These powerful emotions simply added to the thrill, however. It became an intoxicating experience to immerse myself in my own filthy, rude world.

Being naked outdoors. This became my biggest pre-occupation. I would go to incredible lengths to find secluded places where I could strip completely naked and wank! Quite often I would be on my way somewhere (my friends lived in another village, which required a 45 minute walk through fields and woodlands). I started to hunt out and assess the suitability of places. I had a couple of good spots, however fear always stopped me going all the way. I would be completely naked apart from I would keep my trousers round my ankles. I particularly enjoyed it when it was raining, rolling around and rubbing my cock into the muddy ground.

Cock fantasies. When I started to come across porn, particularly semi-hardcore with erect cocks, I found myself getting incredibly horny looking at the sight of a big, hard cock. At first it was always the sight of a lovely young thing taking a cock in her hand or mouth that got me going. My own interpretation of this was to imagine myself a slutty little teen and find as many cock like things to suck as possible. I would lovingly stroke, kiss and lick the shaft (of, say, an aerosol bottle or a cucumber) then take the whole thing in my mouth and suck it good n proper. It didn't take long for me to graduate onto cock up my arse fantasies, I would soon be riding huge cocks whilst sucking on at least two (all of this on my bathroom floor whilst my parents were downstairs or out shopping!).